hello, long time no posting haha;p i miss you my blog;p baru selesai uas dan....lumayan banyak yang di remed. kayaknya ranking gue bakal turun deh.huu-_-ehya udah mau 2 bulan loh sama devan hihi seneng deh;p tapi maaf ya van,kayaknya gara gara aku nilaimu turun. berasa gaenak bangetnih sama kamu haha-_-maaf ya ay;p ohiya, gakerasa banget beberapa bulan lagi udah mau un. takut setengah idup banget-_-bukan cuma takut ujian,tapi takut pisah sm anak2 juga. gamau bgt pisah tapi....harus.

"The truth about girls; we act like we're cold so you'll hold us. Gossip isn't a sin, it's an art. The word "bitch" doesn't mean much to us. When we say we're fine, we're usually not. Most of us fall in love way too easily. We're never too old for sleepovers. All of us have a mean side, some of us just don't show it. We're confusing, and you'll never have us completely figured out. Most of us like attention. We all like to hear we're beautiful. No matter how many times we say we don't care, we usually do. We'll mess with your head. If we say that nothing's wrong, something usually is. And just when you think you have us figured out, something will change and you'll be all wrong."

You say to yourself "I don't care" but you cried a million tears at night. You say to others "I'm fine" but your heart knows you're not. You put a smile on your face acting like you're okay but deep down inside you're hurt more than ever. You can cry through the pain, smile like everything is fine, laugh your head off. But life is too short to be anything but happy.

we called this Grasshopper Adventure

bermula dari tanggal 8 oktober 2010,pas abis selesai ekskul niatnya sih tadi iseng iseng nyari belalang,eh tapi ujung ujungnya jadi ketagihan-_- anggota dari grasshopper adventure itu ada TINCE,INDAH,GUE,RIDWAN,FAHMI nah,gue indah sm tince itu kelas 9,fahmi smridwan itu kelas 8.jadi sekarang nangkep belalang di kebon sekolah udah jadi rutinitas kita setiap hari jumat *gapenting abis* . pengorbanan nyari belalang itu.....DIGIGITIN NYAMUK SM SEMUT!!!! itu bete banget kaki jadi gatel2-_- tp kalo ngga digangguin sm nyamuk&semut itu jadinya ngga terlalu seru juga-_- dan abis kita capek capek nyari belalang yang udah banyak banget itu......belalangnya kita lepasin-_- gilaya,udah capek capek nangkep banyak abis itu dilepasin tp gpp,biar mereka beranak jdnya kita lepasin.menye banget kan ya,but it was totally fun and we love doing a silly thing together;p gpplah,namanya jg masamasa smp,nanti pas sma kalo nangkepin belalang dibilang masih kayak anak kecil,jadinya puas puasin main pas masa smp:) and this is a little bit activities and members  of "Grasshopper Adventure" check out this photo :)

ini namanya Fahmi;)

ini gue sm tince ;)

ini yang namanya ridwan;p

ini tince sm indah;D

dan ini...gue-_-ketawan bgt jeleknya~

and these are our activities

i hope you like our adveture,bye;p

It's sweet when someone knows every single detail about you. Not because you constantly remind them,but because they pay attention

i got this on my tumblr dashboard

Saddest text message I read today.

10pm 
Girl: babe, let's meet later. I miss you. 
Boy: alright, I'll just finish this round of beer. 
Girl: you're drinking again? 
Boy: don't worry; I'll be there, okay? 
Girl: okay, I'll be waiting. 
hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time. 
The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls. 
He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained. 
1am 
The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him. 
Brother: someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her! 
Boy: don't mess with me man. Stop joking. 
The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages. 
11: 00pm 
Babe, where are you? 
11: 30pm 
Babe, why is your phone off? 
11: 45pm 
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? : '( 
12: 00am 
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home. 
(This was originally in Filipino, but I translated it for you guys.) 
I felt sad, reading this. 
Guys, you'll never know when you'll lose the people you love. 
Show them everyday how much you love them because you'll never know when you can't, anymore.

Why -Seconhand Serenade

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me. 

Broken -Secondhand Serenade

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like 
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights 
Could make me hate you
You’re invincible
Yeah, It’s true
It’s in your eyes
Where I find peace

Chorus:
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let’s light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes 
You’re ready to break
Don’t look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other 
Together we’ll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You’ve been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song 
Stay 

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

That Girl -David Choi

Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights 

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say 

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries 

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah 

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool 

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say 
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries 

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah 

Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say 

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries 

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah

gue percaya sama lo, tapi lo juga yang bikin gue mulai ngga percaya sama lo. apa gue salah kalo gue ngga percaya sm lo dan itu gara gara lo sendiri? lo ngga terima?

putus...........

copas , but i love this story just read it ;)

Boy: Baby, we need to talk. 
Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean? 
Boy: Something has come up... 
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad? 
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby. 
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much. 
Boy: Baby, are you there? 
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important? 
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it.. 
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me. 
Boy: I'm leaving.. 
Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away. 
Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here. 
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away. 
Girl: I can't believe this. 
Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up) 
Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad. 
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go. 
Boy: Would you run away with me? 
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me! 
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess.. 
Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on. 
Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now. 
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park. 
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes. 
(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.) 
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go. 
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.) 
Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go. 
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.) 
(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her) 
It says... 
"Erica, 
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye. 
- Ricardo" 
( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. ) 
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call.... 
Friend: How are you feeling? 
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me. 
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something... 
Girl: Umm.. okay. 
(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.) 
It says: 
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words... 
Hate = Love 
Never = Always 
Bitch = Baby 
Will not = will 
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo" 
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am! 
( Erica turns the TV on. ) 
[Breaking news] 
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says. 
( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ) 
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. 
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS BLOWS ME TO TEARS.